Perhaps. But I'm only sharing what I have witnessed to be truth, in testimony and according to the Scriptures. But if you are further along the path with God than me, then it is in a way that doesn't correlate with the Word of God, but contradicts it. So, the more likely scenario is that you may not be on the path which is taught therein. Hence my concern.
So you would judge your brother in Christ by his theology and views of the Bible squaring with your views of it? "By their beliefs you shall know them," is what Jesus really meant to say instead?
Listen, if you have your own private interpretation or acceptance of certain Scriptures, that's between you and God. But I would be doing you a disservice if I said any different.
A couple of points here. First of all, everyone interprets scripture. That verse about "private interpretation" has nothing at all to do with how people are supposed to read scripture. It's about prophets not just saying what they think of the matter. They are speaking for God, it's not of 'private interpretation' for them. So, please do not delude yourself into imagining you are not interpreting the Bible any less than I am. You are. We are just interpreting through different sets of filters, and that is the only difference.
Next, I'd like to point out here that I don't feel it necessary for you to understand scripture in the ways I do in order for you to have your relationship with God. You are probably exactly where you need to be in order to find him in your life, just as you were before when you believed differently, and just as you may be 10 years from now in still yet a different place of understanding and beliefs at that time. God is the same all the way through, but how we think about God, changes as we change. That is how it should be.
Have I behaved like a sinner, cursing life and worshipping death, or something? Other than I think about God differently than you, what concerns you about my spiritual relationship with the Divine?
To some extent and in some places, correct. But the plain reading and understanding of the text is always valid. The Word has been written for the simple and the wise.
We can read the same passage, and the meaning may be perfectly plain to me. Yet, you may not see it that way. My plain reading and your plain reading will see different things, such as your reading of Romans 14, which frankly stupefies me. But, it is the lens through which you read the texts.
As for theology, the man who doesn't care for various schools of thought but walks before God with a clear conscience and in truth may be recieved as a good and faithful servant.
There you go. We are in agreement finally.
Theology is overrated.
However, the man who prides himself in a certain theology may find that he will be judged by his own standards according to his theology (whether it's right or wrong), as we see in the below passage:
For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you. - Matthew 7:2
I do want to point out here, it is you who are telling me my theology is wrong and yours is right. I don't pride myself in my views of God by which I judge your relationship with the Creator. You are questioning my relationship with God by your views of God, however. I always try to be mindful of Jesus' words here concerning judging another man's servant.
Then, I'm sorry, but it seems you have misunderstood the Scriptures. This almost sounds Buddhist in essence - which if that's your thing, then that's your thing. But it's not the Bible's thing.
Translated: 'You understand scriptures differently than me. It sounds foreign to me. It's not of God. You must not believe in the truth of scripture in the way I have found in it, therefore you reject it and God. You need to come to God and not have these different beliefs.'
What worries you that I do, or that I use words you're not familiar with? Not what worries you about my soul, but what worries you that I might be saying something legitimate? You never ask me why I say these things, I noticed. Only that I'm just wrong, and in need of aligning my beliefs with your view of the bible, which you just call "the Bible" to give your views more authority than mine.
It doesn't matter if what I say about God others in other religions say too. It doesn't make it wrong, because it comes from outside the religion you are familiar with. I do not believe God has a religion. God doesn't need a religion. Humans create them to help them on their paths to Divine Knowledge or "salvation". I don't limit God to Christianity.
Thank you for sharing your testimony and I think it explains how your views were formed.
Much harm has been done by poor preachers and teachers in Christianity - in the past and present. It's led a lot of people away from the faith because of their hypocrisy and illogical teaching. True, some have even done these things for selfish ambition. Their judgement will be just. The matter is highly frustrating to me.
I know what you are talking about with these charlatans who use the name Christian to peddle religion for profit. These are they who Christ says will say he never knew them. Wolves in sheeps clothing. Fake Christians, to use the modern vernacular.
Now while those certainly say something quite negative about Christianity, considering how many and widespread the wagon trains they amass behind them from the ranks of evangelicals, doing and supporting everything that is the antithesis of Jesus in the Beatitudes, etc, it's ultimately not them that led to me leaving that version of faith I had adopted in my youth. The core reason, in a word, is that I simply outgrew it. I needed a larger sized shirt than the one they gave me to fit into. They didn't have a larger size in their inventory.
But it seems that you were left trying to find peace on the matters of God, Creation, Salvation and Life and you eventually settled into the views you had today. Views that are safe from outside influence, disturbance and correction, as your view has an answer and defence for every attack. Perhaps because of subconscious psychological self-preservation, or perhaps because you are just quick-witted and smart.
The very first part is right, but then you going veering off the road sailing through the trees and ending up in the river. Teach you to drive drunk like that.
Yes, I was left with a huge Unknown, once I pulled on those lose threads of their theologies and the whole structure came apart.
That wasn't easy. That took true faith and courage to go examine and challenge what they told me was God's word, very much like you do with me. Add to this, they liked to instill fear into believers that "doubt is the devil trying to steal your faith". Ever hear that? Ever teach that to other Christians, not to question the Bible, and that it is sin if you do? As I said, it took true faith to face that fear. I remember my prayer as I began, that I will be judged by the sincerity of my heart. I believed that then. I believe that now.
Now, where you start going off beam here, is assuming this was just a gentle settling into the easy chair I just sit back in now, shutting out any challenges, fearful of losing my happy place, building nothing but barriers to protect myself from hearing the truth from Christians. Yet, here I am talking with you. Go figure.
All of that is a fiction of course. The reality is the four decades since I departed from a fundamentalist perspective of God and religion, it's been a very long, uphill process, scraping the barnacles off the hull, lots of repair work, lot's of research, lot's of study, expanding my range of understandings, growth intellectually, and growth spiritually. Meditation/prayer one hour every morning for years on end. Health improvements. Work on old traumas. Etc. etc. etc.
Rather than my views being closed off to perspectives, they are wide open and inviting. The person you described, sounds more like yourself from what I am seeing. You have verses you quote to support a theology you have adopted for yourself that meets a need for you. I think perhaps, you are seeing yourself projected upon me? I can say this, years ago when I was a fundamentalist Christian, that may have described me then too. It kind of goes with the territory, I believe.
But yes, I'll take that you think I'm smart and quick witted. Looks like you managed to not totally wreck that car.
There is a potential problem though. IF your views are wrong and have been established primarily from your heart rather than the Bible, then this could mean serious jeopardy for you. Not that anyone could warn you of such thing though, as "once bitten..." and all that.
My relationship with God is not in jeopardy if my views are wrong. No one's views are "perfect", there's always something partial about them. But partial truth, is still truth nonetheless. Including how you view God.
Do you really believe God is concerned you got the right answers? What if I'm wrong? I think this bit goes to show just how absurd that whole idea is:
Once again, it's not about what you need to do. it's about your heart attitude and respect towards Him and His Word. To be humble to not try and correct it, but be corrected by it.
Sorry, I don't view the Bible as a co-equal with God. I just don't. But you are right, it's about my heart attitude and respect towards God. I just don't turn the Bible into an idol. I believe that to do that, violates the Bible itself. I will not be judged by God, by how much I believed in and worshiped the Bible. Not for one moment do I believe that.