punkdbass
I will be what I will be
You are already a guru and do not need to consult any other. Continue with your studies in Hinduism if you so desire. In one of the forums my title is 'Search, be your own guru'. I am mostly against this guru business.If there is a distinction between Vishnu/Krishna and other deities, then he is not the Brahman. Vishnu/Krishna can be Brahman only if he eschews/forgets other deities, otherwise he would not be 'ekameva'. And my view of 'ekameva' eschews the difference between any God and humans, or even animals, vegetation and non living. That is strictest 'advaita', real 'ekameva', and as my signature says "Sarve kahlu idam Brahma".
Thanks for the words of encouragement, and your explanation. I know that, in my research of Hinduism thus far, Advaita is the place for me. But as Swami Sivananda seemed to suggest: "Brahman is impersonal, but becomes a personal God only though its association with Maya...Maya is not real, because it vanishes when you attain knowledge of the Eternal (hence the personal God vanishes with knowledge of the Eternal?). It is not unreal also, because it exists [relatively] til knowledge dawns in you. (hence the personal Deities are real to one under Maya, and thus very important)"
The point I'm trying to get to here is that I feel like I am still heavily influenced by Maya, in which case the Deities (personalities that appear distinct from Brahman) are very much real. I had an interesting experience with Krishna last night.. I guess what I'm trying to say is that as long as I haven't attained full "Self-Realization," I'm comfortable having a personal relationship with Krishna.. and seeing as I'm still influenced by Maya, I think it is important that I don't completely ignore/dismiss Krishna. Perhaps one day I will no longer feel this desire for relationship with Reality (which implies slight separateness), and rather will be a living, conscious, embodiment of Reality... if indeed upon Self-Realization, one comes to realize their essential oneness and equalness with Krishna (the Personable God) or Brahman (the Absolute).