So, lately I've been feeling even worse than usual. It's not that I have any real issues going on or anything to moan and cry about (and I can't even swear on here to express how I really feel), more like the opposite. There's just nothing going on. I feel like every morning I don't want to get out of bed because all the days are the same and I've even lost count of what day it is tbh. It's always cold despite somehow being summer, which irks me a lot because I thrive in the sun and I feel like I deserve a summer but obviously La Nina doesn't. Haven't have a decent thirty degrees in years. I just wanna go out for a walk and can't even do that.
So I'm not going to be on here much. Or anywhere much. I just wanna die. Meaningless pointless life blah nihilism don't care about anything no fixed morality blah it's really getting to me now.
Ah if you want my Skype just pm for it.
no I'm not drunk. I couldn't even if I wanted to cos I have no id and I look like12 so eh.
bye
Rival
So I'm not going to be on here much. Or anywhere much. I just wanna die. Meaningless pointless life blah nihilism don't care about anything no fixed morality blah it's really getting to me now.
Ah if you want my Skype just pm for it.
no I'm not drunk. I couldn't even if I wanted to cos I have no id and I look like12 so eh.
bye
Rival