I was raised Baptist and believe everything the religion teaches. However, throughout my entire life Ive been drawn to Catholicism. Im not sure if its a "calling" to convert or just an interest. The most important fact to all this is that growing up a Protestant, I really dont think I believe Mary and the Saints are Holy. (Im sorry if I offend anyone here, but Im trying to get my questions answered appropriately).
I have 2 main questions: For the last 15 years Ive had some serious issues that no matter how much I pray and believe... they are not answered. I understand that sometimes God just says No. But the last few months Ive become interested in praying to Mary as well. Now, does this mean I believe She really is Holy?? Or am I just hoping that She is and therefore using a prayer to Her as a way to hopefully benefit myself by maybe having it answered? And thats why I havent done so because I dont want to pray to Her if thats the case. But Im not sure if it is or not. Ill also admit Im afraid of angering God since I am a Baptist.
I also want to know that if it IS ok for me to pray to Her based on what Ive said... how would I do so? Its almost like i dont want to offend Her either. Which does that then mean I do really believe? Cant answer that either.
The 2nd question is... Ive ALWAYS had the urge to cross my chest (dont know what its called) in certain situations. Again, is this something that is ok for a non-Catholic to do? I think your religion is pretty strict with things like that. But if it is ok.. how is that done appropriately? I used to do it as a child when I felt close to God or thankful and I would get in trouble. Ive had the urge so many times since, but dont because I feel it is a very spirtual act and wanted to understand it first.
Or maybe Im making a big deal of it?? That since Im not Catholic, it doesnt matter what I do????
Ive just had these questions for so long and really want to hear some opinions on this. Again, I hope I didnt offend anyone.
thank you!
I have 2 main questions: For the last 15 years Ive had some serious issues that no matter how much I pray and believe... they are not answered. I understand that sometimes God just says No. But the last few months Ive become interested in praying to Mary as well. Now, does this mean I believe She really is Holy?? Or am I just hoping that She is and therefore using a prayer to Her as a way to hopefully benefit myself by maybe having it answered? And thats why I havent done so because I dont want to pray to Her if thats the case. But Im not sure if it is or not. Ill also admit Im afraid of angering God since I am a Baptist.
I also want to know that if it IS ok for me to pray to Her based on what Ive said... how would I do so? Its almost like i dont want to offend Her either. Which does that then mean I do really believe? Cant answer that either.
The 2nd question is... Ive ALWAYS had the urge to cross my chest (dont know what its called) in certain situations. Again, is this something that is ok for a non-Catholic to do? I think your religion is pretty strict with things like that. But if it is ok.. how is that done appropriately? I used to do it as a child when I felt close to God or thankful and I would get in trouble. Ive had the urge so many times since, but dont because I feel it is a very spirtual act and wanted to understand it first.
Or maybe Im making a big deal of it?? That since Im not Catholic, it doesnt matter what I do????
Ive just had these questions for so long and really want to hear some opinions on this. Again, I hope I didnt offend anyone.
thank you!