For the last couple years, I was struggling with an idea. A horrible idea. At least, for someone who had spend so much time in related activities...
I was starting to think I didn't like music anymore.
Truth be told, I'm picky about music. Really, really picky. Always have been. Maybe I was just getting pickier? I tried to play my very favorites only, but they still gave me mild anxiety. So, I started to accept that this is just how it is now...
Until I was bellowing out some SOAD in the van the other day, very much enjoying it. And it made me wonder why I could immerse myself in the van, but it freaks me out in the house...
Music shuts down my sense of sound to the outside world. A sense I rely on, and rely on a lot. My house is of a very chaotic nature. My ears are sharp. With a quick listen, I can tell you where everyone in the house is, what they're doing, sometimes even how they're feeling(based off of quickness/slowness and frequency of sounds, and what's normal for them). It freaks my oldest out a bit, but its extremely vital in the running of this household. So, no music. Not in the house. Save it for the van.
But it wasn't until I made this realization that it hit home how dependent on my ears I am. You could blindfold me, and while I'd be very bored, I'd still function. Could probably go for a walk, maybe even to the gas station for a candy bar. But I need my ears.
Which of your sense are you most reliant on? Why?
I was starting to think I didn't like music anymore.
Truth be told, I'm picky about music. Really, really picky. Always have been. Maybe I was just getting pickier? I tried to play my very favorites only, but they still gave me mild anxiety. So, I started to accept that this is just how it is now...
Until I was bellowing out some SOAD in the van the other day, very much enjoying it. And it made me wonder why I could immerse myself in the van, but it freaks me out in the house...
Music shuts down my sense of sound to the outside world. A sense I rely on, and rely on a lot. My house is of a very chaotic nature. My ears are sharp. With a quick listen, I can tell you where everyone in the house is, what they're doing, sometimes even how they're feeling(based off of quickness/slowness and frequency of sounds, and what's normal for them). It freaks my oldest out a bit, but its extremely vital in the running of this household. So, no music. Not in the house. Save it for the van.
But it wasn't until I made this realization that it hit home how dependent on my ears I am. You could blindfold me, and while I'd be very bored, I'd still function. Could probably go for a walk, maybe even to the gas station for a candy bar. But I need my ears.
Which of your sense are you most reliant on? Why?