My point is that many don't understand the concept of natural selection. It is aimless, unguided, has no reason, no intent, is blind, is not a conscious process, there is no choice involved while at the same time those many are invoking those concepts into it that don't exist in natural selection in its current state, and that the human being contradict and deny natural selection in and of themselves. Understand yet? It's like someone saying that "no, choice is an emergent property of evolution," when the process of natural selection invokes no choice available. Or "no, this organism shows signs of altruism, when natural natural selection invokes no altruism.
Just about every response I have gotten been invoking things that are irrelevant and don't relate to natural selection but all they've proved is exactly what I've been trying to get across the entire time. My aim, if that's possible, since natural selection invokes no aim... is awareness.
Sorry, but your point is still unclear to me. You seem to be saying that because natural selection is an undirected process, humanity could not have evolved the way it is, specifically, if nature doesn't make conscious choices, how could she create a species that does.
If so, you're making an implied incredulity argument - you can't see how it happened, therefore it didn't, therefore a god is needed to account for mankind, but without actually saying so explicitly.
I suspect that this is the argument underlying all challenges to science coming from the religious community.
And it's not a persuasive argument for reasons already given. I have no trouble imagining that such a thing could have happened. I don't say that I know that it did, or how it happened, just that I have no reason to say that it couldn't, and that which is not known to be impossible must be considered possible.
Also, I have problems with arguments that basically say that a specific occurrence such as the emergence of choice is so unlikely to have arisen undesigned and uncreated that we should posit something even less likely to exist undesigned and uncreated - a god - to account for it. That's a special pleading fallacy - the rules apply to the universe, but God is excused from them with no reason better than, "God lives outside of space and time and is therefore exempt from the same reasoning."
If that's not your (unstated) message, I don't know what is. I doubt you wanted to post that you think that people have trouble understanding what natural selection is, or that you can't imagine the faculty of volition evolving from unconscious matter, so I assume that you have a larger message that you're not stating explicitly.