True story time!
During COVID, I tripped over my old, fat dog, and shattered my right (dominant) elbow. The hospital had to open an entire wing for me because most joint replacements were considered elective surgery. But ouch, not mine.
I laid in that hospital bed for FIVE DAYS (it was a big deal, apparently) fantasizing about ways to kill my big fat old dog but of course I didn't do any of the things I "planned" to do. That crazy dog knew she had hurt me badly, and was so, so contrite!!! I finally had to put her down just a few months ago. It was awful.