Treatment issues!

[Spiderman]

I'm in treatment. Can use phone once a week at most.

staff cut me off when I said my friend was crying on my shoulder, his brother got murdered.

I was his only support, everyone avoided him, guilt by association.

I wouldn't have been there for him or talked to him were I serious about sobriety.

That was extremely meaningful to me, that sober life wouldn't have offered.

"I said "let me ****ing talk, quit interrupting ", to staff (a strict guy from air force").

He said"leave the room "

I said "**** you!"

I'm in trouble. This is my second blow up in group but the first one where I insulted and disobedience to staff
.

Pray for me
. Kami bless you!

 

[The Hammer]

You need to realize that it isn't your responsibility to assist others.

 

[JustGeorge]

I'm in treatment. Can use phone once a week at most.

staff cut me off when I said my friend was crying on my shoulder, his brother got murdered.

I was his only support, everyone avoided him, guilt by association.

I wouldn't have been there for him or talked to him were I serious about sobriety.

That was extremely meaningful to me, that sober life wouldn't have offered.

"I said "let me ****ing talk, quit interrupting ", to staff (a strict guy from air force").

He said"leave the room "

I said "**** you!"

I'm in trouble. This is my second blow up in group but the first one where I insulted and disobedience to staff
.

Anger's a tricky emotion.

I hate being interrupted. I think most of us do. However, it will do you well to learn to control the anger impulse when it happens.

If the staff was interrupting your story, they likely won't gain anything from you sharing it. I am sure there are people who will, though. If you find yourself being interrupted like that again, perhaps it'll be more productive to take a breath, realize your gem will better shine elsewhere, and keep it in and spend some time listening instead of contributing.

Pearls before swine and all.

Its hard not to get mad, though. Its a practice.

Pray for me

Always am!

. Kami bless you!