Shadow Wolf
Certified People sTabber & Business Owner
My own path was strongly moved by the Circuit Riders and the stories of fervor and zeal and moving masses to the Lord. That's what I wanted to do. But my relationship with Jehovah and his son was very one sided and uneven. Amd the Bible didn't provide the comfort, solace and guidance like I had believed it would. I saw violence, slavery, genocide and cruelty. People say look to Job for inspiration, but he had a great life amd his struggle was in having that taken away. My mom took out of public school after 5th grade because she was scared I was going to shoot it up and my home life wasn't much better (I was diagnosed with a stomach ulcer in the second grade from being so stressed). So Job wasn't good.Some Christians enjoy boasting that they have spiritual discernment to properly understand the Bible, whereas we (and other non-Christians) do not, but what they seem to forget or ignore is the fact that we (and many other non-Christians) were once Christians and are well-versed in it. We read it, studied it, and prayed for spiritual guidance when we were Christians. We didn't forget what we had learned when we renounced our Christian faith. We retained that knowledge and are now able to use it to challenge the credibility of the Bible. During the years I was a Christian, I thought that reading and studying the Bible on a daily basis would deepen my faith in God and Jesus, but all I did was eventually study my way out of believing in God, Jesus, and the Bible.
I read and studied the Bible on a daily basis throughout the thirty years I was a Christian. I extensively studied it and Christian theology while training to be a street preacher and evangelism team leader. In fact, I was a very effective street preacher and evangelism team leader for several years. I also studied the Bible and Christian theology in depth while assisting my nephew in his extended theological studies to become an ordained minister. He was studying to earn a Master of Theological Studies (MTS) degree. He eventually studied his way out of believing in the Bible and in God just as I did. A few weeks after I renounced my faith, he told me that he had made the decision to renounce his after extensively studying the Bible and Christian theology with me.
I also began learning how much of the OT was borrowed from neighboring peoples of the Hebrews and stories already a part of well established lore.
As for reading the Bible, the irony of it all is that secular readings of it and secular history are what lend the best evidence that there probably was an actual person there who inspired the Jesus character in the Bible, evem better evidence than for the existence of Muhammed (who may have even been two people (which would, of course, not be the first time history remembers multiple people as one)). Secular studies of Biblical languages have also rendered very usable results.
Amd of course there are also studies indicating particularly Evangelicals don't know the Bible as well as atheists and agnostics.
But most daming is how lots of them haven't read any or much of the Bible while those who have (and espouse this holy ghist required nonsense) tend to promote the idea of a plain, simple reading of the Bible.