Sirona
Hindu Wannabe
SPOILER: Possibly offensive to Christians
I just had a very weird dream. It was about God the Father offering me to live with his son in the form of my childhood favorite actor, on the condition that I would only be "loving" towards him and not turn to "sin". But of course I started to reproach Jesus, more and more, until he first "warned" me and in the end threatened me. But I told him that although he could kill me, I was not afraid of him.
For some reason, my story was live-streamed to some strongly Bible-minded Christians who continuously checked their Bibles to argue, "Well, what can we say to counter in this situation?" to each of my accusations. But in the end I referred them to the Star Trek TOS episode "Who mourns for Adonis", and there I saw that they had given up arguing, and some of them had thrown their Bibles in the trash.
My mother was also there and commented on the "movie". She said that at the beginning of the story I would like to be "just loved", but it was a movie that starts out as a cheesy love story but soon loses the romance character to end up as a pretext for wrestling / refuting arguments critical of Christianity.
The dream has felt exceptionally "real", so I feel as if I had moved heavy loads. Anyway, this is one of those 3 a. m. posts, so you probably shouldn’t take it all too serious. However, I was very, very much surprised about myself “rejecting” what one might consider “perfect love”.
I just had a very weird dream. It was about God the Father offering me to live with his son in the form of my childhood favorite actor, on the condition that I would only be "loving" towards him and not turn to "sin". But of course I started to reproach Jesus, more and more, until he first "warned" me and in the end threatened me. But I told him that although he could kill me, I was not afraid of him.
For some reason, my story was live-streamed to some strongly Bible-minded Christians who continuously checked their Bibles to argue, "Well, what can we say to counter in this situation?" to each of my accusations. But in the end I referred them to the Star Trek TOS episode "Who mourns for Adonis", and there I saw that they had given up arguing, and some of them had thrown their Bibles in the trash.
My mother was also there and commented on the "movie". She said that at the beginning of the story I would like to be "just loved", but it was a movie that starts out as a cheesy love story but soon loses the romance character to end up as a pretext for wrestling / refuting arguments critical of Christianity.
The dream has felt exceptionally "real", so I feel as if I had moved heavy loads. Anyway, this is one of those 3 a. m. posts, so you probably shouldn’t take it all too serious. However, I was very, very much surprised about myself “rejecting” what one might consider “perfect love”.