Increasingly I am speaking out loud to “associates” even when awake, this had been increasing a lot in the last 2 years, currently I am 60 and ½. My wife tells me, and actually I am aware of it because I wake myself up, that I speak and have conversations – sometimes disconnected but talking to “others” – while asleep. I know in fact I am hearing voices in my sleep clearly and I speak back to them. Also, while I have always had very vivid, colorful, “huge” dreams – they are now VERY vivid, startling so. I also have “visitations” in my dream state, typically it is Shani Dev (the planet Saturn) or some demigod dream, actually not major Devi or Devatas. When Shani comes, He is a color I describe as “electric black” with a “halo” of dark purple. Animal headed demigods also appear vividly.
I also have vivid dreams of MYSELF – where I see myself, I know I am looking at myself and actually have a conversation with myself looking out my eyes at the other person who is myself, except I look different, for example I have a wolf’s head, typically a black timber wolf.
I also appear as myself as a talking badger.
Very weird actually, but I have conversations in my head with the “alter-selves”.
I have no idea what is going on, but I actually like it. However, I have always had multiple personalities, some “talk to each” other, the problem is some might even get in a bit of an argument though mostly they get along just fine. I have never considered this “abnormal” or a “problem”, in fact in regards to the dream states and vivid dreams, I now actually look forward to these vivid dreams which occur every night now. Or in the afternoon as well, as I am starting to take naps now that I am older.