Now I am agnostic. I do not know if there is a heaven or not. But if there is, then what is it like? Is it an eternal blissful life that has no misery and no suffering? If so, then that is the life worth living to me and I will stick around in this life and bear through any suffering and misery in this life so that I can get that life since that is the ultimate life worth living to me.
That is my only reason for sticking around in this life. If I was not an agnostic and thought that there was no afterlife, then I would just give up on this life immediately and take myself out of it right here and now. Even though I am kind towards my family, the fact that they would grieve over my suicide will not change anything.
There is no way I am living a life of unhappiness and misery and I would have to take myself out of such a life. Me having a blissful life that has as little suffering and misery as possible is the only life worth living to me.
I came here to be happy and have no misery in my life since that is the only experience that makes my life worth living. Everything else and all other experiences are completely empty and devoid to me. So I do hope that me choosing to stay in this life anyway will pay off later and that I will get the ultimate eternal blissful life.
Christ told the thief on the cross that he would be with him in
paradise.
He did not say "heaven" -and for good reason.
There are technically three heavens in the bible. One is essentially the earth's atmosphere -another space/the universe as a whole -and another the specific location which God has chosen for his throne at this time -which is unknown.
[2 Cor 12:2 I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth ) such an one caught up to the third heaven]
However.... Believe it or not... The bible does not actually say "heaven" is the reward of the saved.
What is written is that the meek shall inherit the earth -and that the earth will be made a paradise.
It also specifically says that not only the earth, but the heavens (space/universe) were formed to be inhabited.
Those in the first resurrection will be given powerful and invulnerable bodies, and they will reign on Earth with Christ for a thousand years before the rest of the dead are resurrected and given the opportunity to live forever.
Humans will repopulate during that time -and will probably continue to reproduce and be made immortal without end -as it is written that of the increase of his government there will be no end.
The bodies we will be given when made immortal are said to be like Christ's glorious body -by which he is able to subdue all things unto himself -by which he created the entire universe and all of the worlds therein.
It is also written that those born of the spirit will travel in a manner similar to the wind.
It is written that the entire creation awaits liberation from decay by the children of God.
Christ is called "the firstborn of many brethren".
We will essentially create awesomeness throughout the universe.
Earth will essentially become its headquarters.
There are many verses which detail the changes which will happen on Earth.
Animals will be changed so they do not harm each other or humans.
Humans will be kept from warfare while they learn peace.
They will use their implements of war for agriculture and will cease to learn war.
All nations will go up to Jerusalem to keep the feast of tabernacles after Christ begins to reign -or they will receive no rain.
Extreme changes will be made to the earth (fountains in the deserts, valleys raised, mountains lowered, etc., etc.) to make more and better materials and resources available.
Eventually, the works which we have made on the earth thus far will be burnt up -and any harm done healed.
There will be a new heavens and new Earth.
All will learn to get along and create together in peace and happiness -without conflict.
It says all of that! Read it!
Ever wonder what you might do forever?
How about anything you can imagine throughout the universe -as long as it doesn't lead to destruction and unhappiness?
Isaiah 45:18For
thus saith the LORD that created the heavens; God himself that formed the earth and made it; he hath established it,
he created it not in vain, he formed it to be inhabited: I
am the LORD; and
there is none else
Phil 3:
21Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself.
(Creature=creation in the following)
Rom 8:18For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
19For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God.
20For the creature was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath subjected
the same in hope,
21Because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God.
22For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.
23And not only
they, but ourselves also, which have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption,
to wit, the redemption of our body