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An Págánach
I ask this, because I wonder whether or not I am one...I feel the strongest of kinship with my Celt ancestry.
What I would consider my greatest spiritual awakening happened when I was in Ireland, the land of my ancestors, and it seemed like all separateness fell away. I was a part of the land, the people, the trees.
I long constantly to go back, but so far it hasn't been feasible.
I honor Nature, I venerate trees, rivers, mountains and my ancestors. I honor the Tao (Primordial Essence, Ground of Being, etc) and believe that we are all issuing forth from it every moment.
Where I hit a snag is here: I don't have any gods that I worship. I enjoy many of the tales of the gods, and I honor them for what they have been to others, but I have not had a connection to one myself. I am drawn, for some reason, to the Dagda, but I know very little about him.
I once worshiped Jesus as a Christian, and he did feel real to me, I knew him. These experiences have been cast into doubt though, and I have come to believe that I was actually encountering Tao in these intimate moments.
Does a Pagan need to have gods?
How can one find and connect to a god?
Thank you in advance for your thoughts.
What I would consider my greatest spiritual awakening happened when I was in Ireland, the land of my ancestors, and it seemed like all separateness fell away. I was a part of the land, the people, the trees.
I long constantly to go back, but so far it hasn't been feasible.
I honor Nature, I venerate trees, rivers, mountains and my ancestors. I honor the Tao (Primordial Essence, Ground of Being, etc) and believe that we are all issuing forth from it every moment.
Where I hit a snag is here: I don't have any gods that I worship. I enjoy many of the tales of the gods, and I honor them for what they have been to others, but I have not had a connection to one myself. I am drawn, for some reason, to the Dagda, but I know very little about him.
I once worshiped Jesus as a Christian, and he did feel real to me, I knew him. These experiences have been cast into doubt though, and I have come to believe that I was actually encountering Tao in these intimate moments.
Does a Pagan need to have gods?
How can one find and connect to a god?
Thank you in advance for your thoughts.