Jose Fly
Fisker of men
If I may....You'd help yourself a bit if you could learn that people are apes, or at the least that that is the scientific position, but you're a creationist. That rarely happens. I don't know why that's such an insurmountable impediment here. I'm an atheist, but that doesn't mean I can't learn what a theist believes and use language with that. I happens whenever I use the word God or refer to the Christian afterlife or resurrection. I don't believe any of that any more than you believe evolutionary science, but why is it that I can speak to creationists in language compatible with their beliefs, but they rarely can do the same?
It's likely because theism and Christianity aren't threats to you, so you're free to learn about them without fear of what might happen if you were to change your mind. That's not the case for a lot of theists/Christians/creationists. As I've often said, from their POV understanding evolutionary biology might lead to it making sense, which might lead to them changing their mind, which could lead to a crisis of faith, and in some cases could even lead to an existential crisis and emotional and social upheaval. So it's far, far safer to never learn it in the first place and not risk any of those outcomes.
It's why you can explain to a creationist what "theory" means in science, that science doesn't deal in "proof", that evolution doesn't equate to atheism, and a host of other basic concepts until you're blue in the face, and a bit later you'll see them repeat the same errors as if you'd never said a thing.
It's not that they're incapable of understanding, it's that they're scared to. As the Jehovah's Witness' website says, "If evolution is true, life has no lasting purpose". If a person truly believes that, why would they risk losing all purpose to their life by learning evolutionary biology? Under those terms, their deliberate ignorance is kind of sensible.