Dear Mystic
Thank you for your post!
I appreciate you coming on here. I share that same passion for social justice, admiration for St. Francis and the likes of Servant of God Dorothy Day. I also sympathise with and understand the dilemma facing your conscience. It is the same dilemma which other liberal Catholics face and which conservative Catholics likewise face when it comes to the church's social teaching, which generally does not sit well with right-wing libertarian values given its strong advocacy for the poor.
The Catholic Church is a unique institution politically, as a wiki article on the church in the US states:
The Catholic Church takes strong positions against
abortion, which was partly
legalized in 1973 by the Supreme Court, and
same-sex marriage...The Church also condemns embryo-destroying research and in vitro fertilization as immoral. The Church is allied with conservative Protestant evangelicals on these issues.
However, the Catholic Church throughout its history has taken special concern for all vulnerable groups. This has led to progressive alliances, as well, with the church championing causes such as a strong welfare state,[31] unionization,[32] immigration for those fleeing economic or political hardship, environmental stewardship,[33] and critical evaluation of modern warfare.
[34] The Catholic Church's teachings, coming from the perspective of a global church, do not conform easily to the American political binary of "liberals" and "conservatives."
Well the good news is that in the USA, the majority of Catholics voted for Obama and the Democrats. So I hardly think that you are in the minority as far as the laity are concerned :yes:
The good news is that the church is still in the process, as Pope Francis said, of working out a true "theology of women" and understanding their place in the church. He noted:
The church without women would be like the apostolic college without Mary. The Madonna is more important than the apostles, and the church herself is feminine, the spouse of Christ and a mother…we don’t yet have a truly deep theology of women in the church
The previous pope, Benedict XVI also noted back in 2006:
“It is theologically and anthropologically important for woman to be at the center of Christianity. Through Mary, and the other holy women, the feminine element stands at the heart of the Christian religion.”
So I don't think that there is a problem on that front. The proper role of women, one of whom as Francis said the Virgin Mary is far more important than the Apostles and is indeed Queen of the Church, is still being discovered. There is of course the issue with women priests, nonetheless a female diaconate is certainly plausible on strictly theological grounds. Likewise increased power and representation for the laity in general, is something that we may see in the coming years.
First of all, I think that if your conscience - that gut feeling in your heart - is drawing you toward the Catholic Church, then you should certainly heed it. Remember that with RCIA you are at full liberty to drop out of it at any stage in the process. It gives people time for discernment to figure out for themselves if this is where they should be. You can walk away at any time. Therefore I think that RCIA would be good to go ahead with, if you truly feel called in that direction.
There are indeed minority groups of diehard conservatives who view liberal or left-wing Catholics with something bordering on strong distaste. The irony of course, is that if one wants to designate someone as a "cafeteria Catholic" then it swings both ways. For right-wingers like the ones I have mentioned, you would think the church was simply a lobby group for the pro-life movement, whilst these Catholics tend to reject the entirety of the church's social teaching. When Benedict XVI promulgated his social encyclical
Caritas en Veritate in 2009, calling for "redistribution of wealth" and a global political authority to help manage the economy, as well as a reformed UN with "real teeth" the reaction from these Catholics was palpable.
As you know the tradition of the church is so much richer than simply a small portion of its controversial moral doctrines.
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