Yes I know who my father is, I don't speak to him anymore, and yes I tried to have a relationship with him for many years but he seemed to always put himself and women before me so it never worked out and now we don't speak. If I saw him on the street would I cross the other side of the road like JWs do, no I wouldn't.
I don't cross to the other side of the road unless I know there will be a mouthful of abuse on the way past. It sometimes save oneself and others a lot of unpleasantness. When people are disciplined, it has one of two outcomes....they either humble themselves and seek to restore their relationship with God as part of his 'nation', or they get angry and seek a 'divorce' and want to bad mouth the ones who made them feel bad about their aberrant behavior.
My mum fought against access once when I was 4 because I didn't want to see my father and he had a violent streak so she thought I would be better off if I didn't see him. I didn't want to see him cause I was afraid of him, he broke into our flat once when he was drunk.
I completely understand why she would do that. Alcoholics can be extremely dangerous people. Your father was obviously never a JW. If his own parents set a bad example, then this perhaps contributed to his problem, especially if he had a rebellious nature to begin with. I take it that the underlying issues go back aways, when people were the product of harsh economic times and hardened themselves up to cope with their situations. This produced a generation of individuals who had very rigid parenting and carried this over into their own parenting. Role models have a great impact on how we conduct ourselves as parents. It takes a strong person to override such ingrained attitudes. JW's are not immune to this, but there has been a really strong swing in recent decades to eradicate such rigidity and unkindness, especially in elders.
These days, elders practically need a degree in psychology to handle the magnitude of the problems presented to them. Depression and other forms of mental illness, so prevalent these days, can be an enormous challenge for those only trained to be spiritual counsellors. They do the best they can and encourage those who are ill to seek professional help.
My grandfather said to my mum's mum who is not a JWs btw, when she approached him to talk about how they should help my parents if they want to get married he told her my mum has given herself to the devil and he doesn't want anything to do with her or the child she was having. And I was the only grandchild he left out of his will when he died as well so he stuck to word through and through. He was an elder btw.
I see that your grandfather may have been a very judgmental and unbalanced individual, but I also have to ask, what upbringing produced those traits in him?
We are all victims of our upbringing, even when we don't realise it.
My grandad was a very hard man, saw the world in black and white and so his love was extremely conditional, his wife even committed adultery so they could get a divorce. She never really tried to get close to me either, though I'm kind of glad she is a idiot. When I asked to come to her wedding (note that I had to ask was not invited) she said to my dad"why does she want to come for!?"
So constant rejection from my dads side of the family.
Any wife who has to commit adultery to get out of a marriage is to be pitied.
But when one makes a vow to Jehovah, such as in marriage, we pledge to stick with this person for life; "for better or for worse". If one's marriage mate makes life unbearable, it is Jehovah who will "make the way out" if he deems it necessary. (1 Cor 10:13) Adversity often builds the quality of endurance, which will be vital in getting through the great tribulation. (Matt 24:13, 21)
If we take it upon ourselves to get out of a marriage by purposely breaking God's law, we will answer for that. God is not a fool, he knows the motivation of the heart. His law has no loopholes. Only physical violence or willful non support can give a person grounds for separation, but not divorce. There are only two grounds to end a marriage...adultery (not your own) or death.
Also my mum was shunned and my dad wasn't!! Ha!! What ever happened to it takes two to tango? there was an elder and his wife who were basically the only ones that were nice to her and still supported her, so 2 out of 60 or whatever ain't bad.
This I find rather strange. This is not what would take place ordinarily with one who is not baptised. If there was no dedication, there is no disfellowshipping, so a person will not be shunned unless they were hostile and abusive towards those in the congregation. Avoidance would only be for those reasons.
If your father was not baptized, he would not have been shunned either. If he was an alcoholic and a womanizer, then perhaps he had no interest in becoming a JW anyway....if he had a bad example in his parents, that would be understandable. This unfortunately happens on an individual basis, but it is not typical of the teachings of Jehovah's Witnesses, nor is that kind of treatment encouraged.
Thank you for sharing your story, I can see why it is painful for you, but please don't judge the whole brotherhood by the few bad examples among us. Israel too had some very bad examples where parents produced offspring who turned out like themselves, but there are also those who rose above a bad parental example and shone as good examples.
I wish you peace in your family H. It sounds like you need some closure with this story. There is a lot of pain in your words but also I see decency in you and a desire to do the right thing.