I'm questioning my Christian faith. My issues are with pauline doctrines, but I do not have issues with anything Jesus said.
I don't remember Jesus saying not to pray to God.
If the Father, Son, and the Holly Ghost are the same God, why would Jesus demand that we not pray to the Father? What difference would that make?
What if Paul has lead us astray?
In my life time, I may become Jewish or Muslim.
I really feel your post man.
I attend Anglican Worship because it's close to my home and I was raise in a Christian family, but I often feel as though I would like to a place that is closer to how I'd say it, a place where don't have to
only dwell on my intention, that is, a place where I felt it was more acceptable to clearly and plainly talk in the language of my relation to God when there is sharing officially and casually.
I wish Mysticism/Esoteric/Contemplative and Unitarianism in Christianity was more pervasive, and I wish there was more mainstream emphasis ,or at less slanted or goal oriented look, at the Hebrew Scriptures as Hebrew Scripture.
I went Dharmic to find out more about meditation and in time I believed that there was similarities in language, means, philosophy... perennial ideas in the Abrahamic Mystical branches...
I sort of felt duped because I honestly believe if I knew more about these I wouldn't have ever looked to other places for practices in the Inward realms of Knowledge.
The 'East/West' dichotomy over the years has eased and I feel like I am focused on what is important and not of how it's said necessarily.
But in terms of community I wish I was able to find something a little more heady.
Sufism's expounding have deeply touched my sense of the 'Abrahamic God' and how we can relate to God and Know how to Love deeply.
:namaste
SageTree