I am seriously considering entering one some time in near future, but I am also slightly spoiled and child-like. Well, I'll let you know or you should let me know if I am already in a crisis .. :)
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I think I would get what I give. I would be treated by God as I treat people. I'd forgive people only if he asks for forgiveness. So, yes, I believe God would forgive me if I ask for forgiveness but believing that God would forgive me anyway and keep doing the same thing that make me ask for...