I aim to be a virtuoso musician. As I'm sure you are aware there are many stories of great musicians selling their souls. The gruelling effort is indeed often an expensive process, but can also be seen as a devotional deed of faith. Are you aware of what the great world religions say about such...
I wish to be a medium for blessings in this world.
Such a role would also require times for solemn contemplation and an ability to avoid wasting blessings.
Hi I haven't read the whole of this thread but I am asking some important questions so I'll jump right in.
I will get to the hows and whys later. I am being visited in the spirit world by a grumpy, angry nihilisic demon figure that seems to be trying to "vanquish" me or perhaps just my optimism...