I started writing it all out, and it was outright exhausting. Let's just say: spouse had an affair, then a conversion, then backslid back to old ways after I became pregnant again, two moves, loss of income two weeks before baby was born, surgical birth with a very difficult recovery, large...
That's just it. I am/was in a very "laws" based Christian religion and it's a constant cloud over your head. I feel very strongly, that isn't what it's supposed to be like. I can't explain it but the whole thing just leaves a very strong distaste in my mouth now.
The time I'm thinking of that...
That thought has definitely crossed my mind, but in the mean time, it is affecting other people too, especially my kids and I'm having trouble understanding why that would be allowed to happen. Since they are completely innocent bystanders in the whole situation.
I suppose the hardest part is the part where it feels like there's nothing I can do to connect. I'm seeking help and not receiving any, in any aspect. Whether it's financial, spiritual, relationships, parenting.
N o t h i n g.
I watch others, getting their prayers answered, and then it...
Hey there all. I'm just curious to know if anyone else has recently felt a disconnect of sorts? About a year and a half ago, I was doing daily study, prayer and Bible study. Then my world just broke apart around me. I won't go into the details, but seriously it's been a REALLY rough time. I kept...