Spiderman
Veteran Member
Today was the big fight.
Fasting got rough, and I finally felt hungry. I also felt the urge to 'stress eat' as things kind of fell apart around me. People around me acted in abrasive, thoughtless and inappropriate ways(though I'll admit Ares was very well behaved today!), and I struggled with their behavior on physical, emotional, and mental levels. I felt like I was battling my own Mahishasura.
So much of life is a fight. I feel like I'm in frequent battle; with circumstances, with those who would bring ill, and against my own baser urges. Some things aren't worth fighting for(which is why I tend to be sparse in the debate section), but others are worth it(like fighting to assure my kids have a relevant education). Sometimes its hard to know what to fight for, and what to let be. And sometimes, its just plain tiring.
Morale is very important for a soldier. Keep your morale high. I just finished my prayers to Durga. I included you in them!