My 'lack of belief' is rooted in that logic, progressive, science friendly and pro academic reason defeated my wishful thinking.
Watching the effect of religious strife did not necessarily enhance my lack of belief, but rather made me think that if God exists, people simply lack the state of mind to honestly relate to such a thing. instead they have bought the version that was sold to them for the price of their freedom.
If a God exists, I believe its more in the sense of The sum of all there is, the Soul of the universe. and not that big guy upstairs that frowns on our sexual preferences and whether we decide to idolize this book, or that revolutionary.