ahamtatsat
The Stranger
When Jesus said "I AM the way, the Truth, and the Light. No one cometh unto the Father but by me". he was not stating things as generally interpreted. Look at early biblical verse which Yahweh states "I AM THAT I AM".
So who am i - if you don't know who you are, it's like reading a map but not knowing where you are starting from. So when you meditate (Bible says to do this about 17 times in NT) don't bother trying to quiet the mind - that is brain function. It will make associations with ANY stimulus whatsoever. So when your body gets a bit sore - instead of trying to ignore it, ask "Who is sore - where is this "ME"?" When a thought comes up, ask: "Who thought this - where is this ego, this Syazrin?" When emotions come up, when you want something, ask "Where is this Syazrin that wants this, where is this Syazrin who feels this way?"
Soon there is only stimulus - ALWAYS SEPARATE FROM YOUR AWARENESS - and your awareness.
Very soon you find that there is no Syazrin - there is only Awareness, Consciousness, and the ego is a tool to function in the day to day of the world - and usually does it reasonably inefficiently and poorly, lol. When you get to that state of Awareness - there is no Syazrin, there is only one true statement - "I AM".
Go from there.
So who am i - if you don't know who you are, it's like reading a map but not knowing where you are starting from. So when you meditate (Bible says to do this about 17 times in NT) don't bother trying to quiet the mind - that is brain function. It will make associations with ANY stimulus whatsoever. So when your body gets a bit sore - instead of trying to ignore it, ask "Who is sore - where is this "ME"?" When a thought comes up, ask: "Who thought this - where is this ego, this Syazrin?" When emotions come up, when you want something, ask "Where is this Syazrin that wants this, where is this Syazrin who feels this way?"
Soon there is only stimulus - ALWAYS SEPARATE FROM YOUR AWARENESS - and your awareness.
Very soon you find that there is no Syazrin - there is only Awareness, Consciousness, and the ego is a tool to function in the day to day of the world - and usually does it reasonably inefficiently and poorly, lol. When you get to that state of Awareness - there is no Syazrin, there is only one true statement - "I AM".
Go from there.