Adelice
Member
Alright, i was not really born on a christian family but in a catholic family. I wanted to place this here so i can hear the opinions of actual christians. I recently changed into luciferianism yet sometimes i feel is an really lonely path since not a lot of people follow it. My point is , i sometimes wonder if going back into catholicism just so i can make friends, like going to church and meetings, most people seem to be christian or catholic and they always seem to talk happily about theyre religion.
I hope you dont think im trolling or anything, is just i cant force myself to believe on jesus and god and all that stuff , i feel forced and wrong like is not the path for me no matter how much hell damnation i have or how much jesus loves me, i feel im being dragged by the neck with chains and is awful.
Plus why you always try to convince other people into your religion? i mean is like forcing someone to adopt a puppy, fine you saved that puppy life but now what? you gotta feed it , take it to the vet, take care of him, you standing on the street giving out papers about salvation is like someone giving out puppies, fine you saved someone life, but it doesnt mean im happy taking care of the dog specially if someone forced me to have it , who knows, maybe i would like an cat better. I mean is not only accepting jesus christ , there are rules, church meetings, things you take for granted but are new and sometimes bothersome to others, just saying , what seems the best logical option to you doesnt means it is.
Has i said im not trolling, i just feel confused about my religion and sad of being so alone and yet having to accept an religion just to get friends, i dont know anymore.
I hope you dont think im trolling or anything, is just i cant force myself to believe on jesus and god and all that stuff , i feel forced and wrong like is not the path for me no matter how much hell damnation i have or how much jesus loves me, i feel im being dragged by the neck with chains and is awful.
Plus why you always try to convince other people into your religion? i mean is like forcing someone to adopt a puppy, fine you saved that puppy life but now what? you gotta feed it , take it to the vet, take care of him, you standing on the street giving out papers about salvation is like someone giving out puppies, fine you saved someone life, but it doesnt mean im happy taking care of the dog specially if someone forced me to have it , who knows, maybe i would like an cat better. I mean is not only accepting jesus christ , there are rules, church meetings, things you take for granted but are new and sometimes bothersome to others, just saying , what seems the best logical option to you doesnt means it is.
Has i said im not trolling, i just feel confused about my religion and sad of being so alone and yet having to accept an religion just to get friends, i dont know anymore.