LuminaRosa
New Member
I'm brand new to this forum, and in search of community.
For most of my life I've struggle with Christian beliefs and theology, intuitively knowing there was a kernel of truth in those teachings, but unable to reconcile myself to the Problem of Evil (theodicy).
I came to believe that IF there is evil in the universe, that evil is equivalent to, or resides within the Judaeo-Christian God...
I read the story of Genesis as a story of humanity's coming to terms with the inherent wickedness of 'God's creation'.
I'm always struck by the ascription of Psalm 22:1 as spoken by Jesus on the cross (Matthew), and eerieness of the Gospel of Mark's ending (or lack thereof). Of course there are apologetics which address these, but prima facie, I'm always left with the sense that Jesus was betrayed by God.
I've also always wondered at the "angel" at the tomb who announced the resurrection to the Marys and Salome. Was that Lucifer? Was Christ reborn a comrade of Lucifer?
What a strange 'gospel' for early Christian communities.
These days I continue very much to feel that there is a spiritual-ness or soulfulness to existence, and cannot relate to strict atheists or agnostics. I am constantly drawn to the image of the white-robed figure at the tomb and to wondering if our ability to experience and value the "goodness", beauty and mystery of life is ascribable to... well the Luciferian aspect of our natures.
So that's my rambling thoughts!
For most of my life I've struggle with Christian beliefs and theology, intuitively knowing there was a kernel of truth in those teachings, but unable to reconcile myself to the Problem of Evil (theodicy).
I came to believe that IF there is evil in the universe, that evil is equivalent to, or resides within the Judaeo-Christian God...
I read the story of Genesis as a story of humanity's coming to terms with the inherent wickedness of 'God's creation'.
I'm always struck by the ascription of Psalm 22:1 as spoken by Jesus on the cross (Matthew), and eerieness of the Gospel of Mark's ending (or lack thereof). Of course there are apologetics which address these, but prima facie, I'm always left with the sense that Jesus was betrayed by God.
I've also always wondered at the "angel" at the tomb who announced the resurrection to the Marys and Salome. Was that Lucifer? Was Christ reborn a comrade of Lucifer?
What a strange 'gospel' for early Christian communities.
These days I continue very much to feel that there is a spiritual-ness or soulfulness to existence, and cannot relate to strict atheists or agnostics. I am constantly drawn to the image of the white-robed figure at the tomb and to wondering if our ability to experience and value the "goodness", beauty and mystery of life is ascribable to... well the Luciferian aspect of our natures.
So that's my rambling thoughts!