I was in a chat with a friend online, while one of those morning shows was playing from the TV room. I heard the commentator's voice raise as if in shock and then all this chaos in the background, so I ran to see. That was when the first plane had just struck tower 1 right behind her, as she was doing what was otherwise intended to be a simple morning opening for the show.
Just as I arrived to see what was going on, they cut to a replay of the plane behind her, as it sliced into tower 1 like a knife through butter. It looked like a Hollywood special effect. When it all became real was when everyone on the street around this morning show personality started to panic, as the smoke started to rise. And the whole time, even when the second plane hit tower 2, I hoped like hell that for some reason the tunnels into the city were closed and the buildings were empty.
It was unrealistic and absurd of course however, to see all that destruction and think of those poor people on the planes who had no control save to sit in their seats and take the ride, was unreal in the first place. Hoping loss of life was at a minimal was only natural.
Bringing those responsible to justice, is common sense. I don't know if Bin Laden was actually killed in Pakistan just a couple days ago. The story doesn't smell right, but if he was he earned his death which came way too easy.
Now, the aftermath with all the people that arrived near ground zero in New York right after the news broke, and who marched to the White house and even rallied at baseball games, having gotten the news via cell phone and twitter, as shouts reminiscent of post 9-11 unity filled the air again; "U S A!" "U S A!" Brought all the contention about the Afghanistan campaign, the loss of American and allied lives, the billions of dollars spent in both Iraq and Afghanistan, while here at home jobs are lost with regularity, schools suffer cuts, seniors face less benefits in medicare and social security, the poor suffer loss in medicaid benefits, all because it's said there's not enough money in the budget for those services that sustain life here at home. While the military industrial complex, though not as fat in cash as it should be, is not anywhere near as threatened by cutbacks.
It's business, I guess. And maybe, if Osama did die long years ago due to his rotten kidneys, and all this is simply propaganda for the war effort as some critics speculate, it's just another wild ride that we the people think we control once every four years at the polls. While paying taxes to keep it all afloat when, if we really wanted to make an impact, we wouldn't. But we'd lose everything if we did that, by law. So really, all we can do is read the news, cheer a terrorist is dead, and wait for the next shoe to drop. Because we the people aren't in control anymore. In fact, it's doubtful we ever were.