why are you a shakta,shaivite ect
I am Vaishnava, an Italian-American convert from Christianity.
I have always been drawn to Lord Krishna, even as a teenager and while still nominally Christian (Roman Catholic then Eastern Orthodox).
When I began playing guitar I began keeping a small image of Maa Saraswati by my music area. When I did that my playing and learning improved by light years. Little by little I felt that She was drawing me closer to Lord Krishna.
However, I also pay respects and say prayers to Lord Shiva and Maa Parvati; Lord Ganesha; Lord Hanuman; and other deities. I feel an especial affinity for Lord Narasimha and Lord Shiva.
I'm an oddball Vaishnava in that I believe Lord Vishnu and Lord Shiva are complementary aspects of Brahman. There is a saying that Shiva is the heart of Vishnu; Vishnu is the heart of Shiva. Oh, and I'm further an oddball because I lean towards Advaita, unlike most Vaishnavas.