Spiderman
Veteran Member
I don't mean just in the present, but as a general rule have you been suffering lately?
I go back and forth frequently. Yesterday I felt euphoric at the cathedral.
Today woke up miserable, then experience some Euphoria and ecstasy, then went back to being miserable.
That's how it was yesterday too. It's like that a lot.
That doesn't sound very healthy, but I'm working the 12 steps with a new sponsor and staying sober.
I also am compassionate and did not used to be.
This is possibly the most sane I've ever been.
I've been happier before, but some of that happiness was based on delusion or mania I think. I seem to be more grounded these days.
I go back and forth frequently. Yesterday I felt euphoric at the cathedral.
Today woke up miserable, then experience some Euphoria and ecstasy, then went back to being miserable.
That's how it was yesterday too. It's like that a lot.
That doesn't sound very healthy, but I'm working the 12 steps with a new sponsor and staying sober.
I also am compassionate and did not used to be.
This is possibly the most sane I've ever been.
I've been happier before, but some of that happiness was based on delusion or mania I think. I seem to be more grounded these days.