Or reversed.
I believe. I believe in a God who is everything, really Everything and Nothing (if there is such a thing). All things. You, me, my dogs, family, plants outside, house, Sun, Moon, all of it, is all God. So I believe. And as such, if I'm as a man is absurd, God becomes absurd as well. I don't believe in a separate God who lives, exists as an entity outside of our reality. I believe the reality we have is the true reflection of what is true, not a false reflection of something that is not here. We are the source and the image, both.
I supposedly "received" the spirit when I was 11-12 years old, and spoke in tongues. I can still do it, however I don't believe the explanation is some magical supernatural spirit possessing me, but rather that it's a matter of unlocking abilities in our mind. The way I know God to exist is not by that I received a spirit, but by realizing that the whole existence is one unit, under which we are contributing and acting parts, and therefore "ye are gods" comes true.