Neat thread!
I was raised Roman Catholic,
but from my early teen years,
was FAR more interested in "transcendance"
than the "rules of religions".
practiced everything from meditation, to magic mushrooms....
(all whilst attending all girls catholic high school)
I Loved the Carlos Casteneda Series.
I called it my bible,
during my college years.
Got sucked back into Catholicism
later in life,
when I became aware of Catholic Mysticism,
and all of the claims of the miraculous.
Personally though,
I never found it there.
After 8 years there,
I found I had only succeeded in becoming AFRAID of the supernatural experience,
to the extent of which superstition and fear had almost robbed me completely
of my former mystical life.
It was then that I just ditched it all.
Started over, knowing that no man would ever give me truth,
and I turned to God Directly for answers.
(rather novel idea...eh?)
I even pendulum dowsed God with my catholic medals tied to embroidery thread.
Do you think that's crazy?
I think the amount of superstition that I had seated myself in,
needed a total undoing. So I threw all (christian) caution to the wind....
and told God I needed answers.
I needed to know how to HEAR HIM SPEAK.
Hearing God Speak became the entire quest of my life.
(along with my healing in body, mind, and spirit)
That Transcendent Summer,
The Supernatural Summer,
that soon followed my pointed quest to hear God for myself,
changed me completely.
Changed my entire outlook on life and everything.
God did indeed show me how to hear him speak.
I will never follow anyone again.
No religion, doctrine, ideology, tradition, popular wisdom,
nada. no-mass. x-mass.
All of life speaks to me now,
in sign & symbol....
and it's so much FUN to be alive
in the Spirit of Mystery & Majick & Wonder!
I like the spontanious freedom of not following anyone.
I also am rather wary of labels....
however this forum has SHARPENED my vision,
so I would say today that perhaps I could be called a
"Transcendent Esoteric"
I am a "see'r" and "in'visionary"
I am also a "creative speller",
and I "practice" improvisational, personally inspired majick.
Y'shua is still my favorite example of the transcendent life.
So yes, I am still a "student" of Jesus as well,
but definately not a christian as defined by any church I know of!