evenpath
If you know only one, you know none. -max weber
I've manged to bury the idea of Jesus as the savior of man very deep within myself.
I am what some might refer to as a struggling christian, because while I no longer identify myself as “christian,” the baggage of that birthright and indoctrination is something that is still very much a part of me. It is excess baggage in that I really don't need it, yet I find it very difficult set down. It follows me from place to place, but I am unable to walk away from the baggage carousel. The problem with excess baggage is that if you carry it long enough, it will eventually become a real burden. It will chafe at your hands and become heavier and heavier, slowing down your journey and effecting your ability to move or “think” freely.
My personal struggle to know god and understand my connection, as well as my academic investigations of religious philosophy in general, have resulted in a complete polar shifting of my personal belief in god. My new position is simple. God is perfect. God is pure. God is love. In this trinity, there is no place for anger, wrath, jealousy or murder. In this trinity, there is no home for hatred, intolerance and disharmony. It's simply impossible.
The bible is terrifying. The Quran is terrifying. Even parts of the Gita are drenched in fear and violence. At what point will human-kind become tired of these useless narratives? Even a child knows that there is nothing to be gained from fear. Why do people continue subject their children to a birthright of violence and human suffering and call it religion? Why must we make them afraid of god? What is the point of their trembling?
The god in my heart, that exist everywhere, without form or specified substance, weeps at their trembling. The god that I wish to know, suffers for human-kind without exclusion, loves without conditions and is incapable of causing harm to any living thing.
There is no “one people” in this divine kingdom. There is no loyalty and there is no wrath. In this kingdom there is only unity and equanimity.
I am what some might refer to as a struggling christian, because while I no longer identify myself as “christian,” the baggage of that birthright and indoctrination is something that is still very much a part of me. It is excess baggage in that I really don't need it, yet I find it very difficult set down. It follows me from place to place, but I am unable to walk away from the baggage carousel. The problem with excess baggage is that if you carry it long enough, it will eventually become a real burden. It will chafe at your hands and become heavier and heavier, slowing down your journey and effecting your ability to move or “think” freely.
My personal struggle to know god and understand my connection, as well as my academic investigations of religious philosophy in general, have resulted in a complete polar shifting of my personal belief in god. My new position is simple. God is perfect. God is pure. God is love. In this trinity, there is no place for anger, wrath, jealousy or murder. In this trinity, there is no home for hatred, intolerance and disharmony. It's simply impossible.
The bible is terrifying. The Quran is terrifying. Even parts of the Gita are drenched in fear and violence. At what point will human-kind become tired of these useless narratives? Even a child knows that there is nothing to be gained from fear. Why do people continue subject their children to a birthright of violence and human suffering and call it religion? Why must we make them afraid of god? What is the point of their trembling?
The god in my heart, that exist everywhere, without form or specified substance, weeps at their trembling. The god that I wish to know, suffers for human-kind without exclusion, loves without conditions and is incapable of causing harm to any living thing.
There is no “one people” in this divine kingdom. There is no loyalty and there is no wrath. In this kingdom there is only unity and equanimity.