Christian, do you ever feel this way?

[Dea]

I my self have difficulty getting involve with one church I respect them and I have visit a couple but my reason is that my understanding for God original intention for creation is different than many out there and I don't seem to find one that teaches in a way that I understand, but I'm very knowledgeable about the word of God and when ever I can help some one understand I do my best .In my opinion God never wanted religions he wanted a Nation and there is more to this but I will answer if people ask.

My life went through different stages....I was searching the Truth all way long but never find it in churches. I 've found it whit the help of advaita teaching and I'm christian.So God can reach everybody in any way. Now my life is changed by God. Died and reborn. God's grace took me home.