I had to get all my christianity from the catholics, and then later the kjv 1611 bible. If you just read the bible all by itself, i dont see that it makes any sense. I do not see the harmony from genesis to revelation.
The first thing i learned from the bible is eternal torment prepared for the non believers. Sounds pretty darn cruel to me given the nature of reality.
I really do not know how people warm up to the book nor the religion. I find people make of it exactly what they want it to mean and they cherry pick verses to make it sound profound and rosey.
There must be a million different Jesus's according to how people interpret the book.
The notion of loving your enemies is very radical. Praying for those who persecute you is also radical. But i see that the book means war against those who refuse to accept it as truth and reality.
If you cherry pick verses there are some very profound insights. But if you are a christian you gotta take the book as a whole, and i find that to be very dissonant, very incoherent.
So i have decided to give a modern english version a try, just to see if it makes any more sense. But if all its going to do is make enemies of non believers, and preach eternal torment, then i gotta say its a big waste of my time.
It sounds awfully irrational to make people take the book as literal history.
And i did not enjoy growing up under its gauntlet of conditions in order to be saved.
Saved from what. Who knows? The book has concluded that all are sinners deserving of hell, and repentance is the only way.
I cant justify christianity. And the more i am exposed to science and nature, the more i get an icky feeling about christianity.
But of course wouldnt ya know it Christianity has a million different flavors, each one claiming to be the way.