Hi Taffy, I dont base my belief on religious texts either, as I said to before, I always had a belief in God from since I can remember, though this wasnt impregnated into me as my family is not religious. The reason I said to try to open your mind to the possibility is because it appeared to me when reading your initial question that you were trying too hard to find intellectual reason to not believe in God though this was only gleaned from the little information I had about you.
I have found in my life that it is far easier, in this present climate, to not believe in the Christian God than it is to keep my faith. The world seems to go out of its way to want to trash my belief, even teaching evolution in schools as though it were a done deal! It is far more P.C. these days to be agnostic, even atheist. Or, in fact, the revival of Hindu religions seems to be becoming more palatable, with a mish mash of prominent characters from other religions brought into the mix. I have studied all of this, including the doctrines of all other major religions. However, the Christian belief that I have is the one that I always seem to return to, and my belief may not be identical to what you see as, say, a catholic faith, it is a bare bones, simplistic faith without all of the dogma that the many different sects want you to buy into.
You see it really does make sense to me atheism doesnt, its that simple. The absence of a creator is as ridiculous to me as the presence of a God is to a die hard atheist.
If you havent already watched the lectures done by Walter Veith, you may find they give you a different perspective. Though he is a seventh Day Adventist, that was the religion that came knocking on his door and it works for him, dont let that cloud your judgment and the information he has. He is a professor of zoology and now believes in creation rather than evolution, though this wasnt always the case as he was atheist and lectured evolution, if nothing else his information is very interesting. I cant post the link because I havent been here long enough, just go to you tube and type in Walter Veith, there are lots of videos. (I'm sure there are plenty here who will knock him but just see for yourself and don't be swayed by de-bunkers.
With good intentions
knock knock.