Welcome to the forum, Laila! I noticed your topic here, and I'm relatively new to Deism, also. I was a lifelong Christian until about 4 years ago, and have looked into different paths, and feel at my best here. The central idea in Deism is that the idea of God is derived through reason, not religious doctrine. A lot of what you learned in Islam, you might still hold onto however, without even realizing it. I know this is true for me, with Christianity. I don't want to believe that a god of the universe, created it and its inhabitants, and then...just sits by and 'doesn't care.' But, that could be. He can be whatever he likes, really. That to me, is the beauty of Deism...I believe that a deity exists out my own reasoning, but beyond that...I live my life as best I can, and I relinquish my expectations of a deity. I had expectations of a god when I was following Christianity, but once you abandon religion, your ideas are your own. Deism doesn't tell you what to believe, it lets you figure it out, in your own reasoning. I think that God may let it all just roll on without his intervention, but to me, that doesn't mean he doesn't care.
I like your avatar, I used to use that symbol in my signature. Look forward to reading
you're right , but it's not that I hold on to my traditions in Islam , it's just that I would like to believe that if I need god , he would be there & at least hear my prayers , with islam it was nothing like that I was just reciting what I read in a book , so it's more of what I want to believe, thanks.