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I like what God is doing to my consciousness, I don't like that he keeps himself from me, but its nothing I can do about that. Thats just how romance is. I have always controlled the relationship with women in my life , but I always need them to be in my life. I can't do without a woman, I am satisfied with that habit. I learn from them, and enjoy them, they enhance my consciousness. They think with me.
I tell them about God, share my views with them, it then becomes a " Conscious relationship." I join my consciousness with theirs, and seek to influence them towards me.
Thats something I think God does, when he decides to enter into relationship with a human.
He infects their consciousness.
And I want to go into that.
Peace.
Peace.[/quote]