Neon Genesis
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I don't really know much about either spirituality, but unless there's some rule that you have to choose one or the other, I don't know why you can't just incorporate elements from both. You can keep the aspects of Satanism that appealed to you and not have to adhere to the aspects that no longer do. That's all part of the natural cycle of life that as we go through different points in our life, our perspectives change, but that doesn't mean you can't still appreciate what your previous perspectives taught you.