RamaRaksha
*banned*
Have anyone ever saw electron ?
Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it didn't exist - you don't remember your birth or the first few years of your childhood but that doesn't mean it did not happen
A bit more interested in what you posted after your question - why exactly do you want to be anyone's slave? They like that? They see you as a no brain zombie who blindly follows orders? Why would you want to reduce yourself like that?
Life is a Gift - a Gift that God has given us and we get to savor it over and over again. If you do not want life, God is not going to force you - there is no such thing as karma bandham - it is like going to school or paying a debt - you don't have to go to school if you don't want to or pay your debts - but don't think that things will be better - if you choose to not have a life, then you simply will cease to exist - yes no more pain and suffering, but no life either. That is what you want, that is what you will get
Please, as an educated person, think about your choices - don't blindly read ancient texts