Spiderman
Veteran Member
Just curious if your beliefs make you happy. Sometimes my prayers to God and heavenly beings make me happy, hopeful, confident, blissful, peaceful, and on occasion more euphoric than drugs.
Then there are days like today where prayer does absolutely nothing. I figure faith is being tested at those times.
When I first converted to Catholicism, my beliefs were not healthy at all. They did not make me happy.
I believed more than 90% of the world was in a state of mortal sin, and , that everyday Souls were falling into hell like leaves falling off trees. I believed that sin cried out to heaven for vengeance, and that God was punishing the world through Wars, famines, heresies, and disease.
I have since been cured of such views. But the belief in such things remains strangely prevalent among believers. If I chose to believe such things it would only make me miserable.
It is sad!
I don't like God very much. I think he's cruel. That's why it helps me to go to a saint or soul in heaven.
I choose to worship God, not because I like him or agree with him, but from the need of maturity, prudence, sobriety, healing, and guidance from a power wiser and stronger. Prayer has helped a lot. When I stop praying, the consequences are disastrous.
Just curious if your beliefs make you happy and why. Thanks!
Then there are days like today where prayer does absolutely nothing. I figure faith is being tested at those times.
When I first converted to Catholicism, my beliefs were not healthy at all. They did not make me happy.
I believed more than 90% of the world was in a state of mortal sin, and , that everyday Souls were falling into hell like leaves falling off trees. I believed that sin cried out to heaven for vengeance, and that God was punishing the world through Wars, famines, heresies, and disease.
I have since been cured of such views. But the belief in such things remains strangely prevalent among believers. If I chose to believe such things it would only make me miserable.
It is sad!
I don't like God very much. I think he's cruel. That's why it helps me to go to a saint or soul in heaven.
I choose to worship God, not because I like him or agree with him, but from the need of maturity, prudence, sobriety, healing, and guidance from a power wiser and stronger. Prayer has helped a lot. When I stop praying, the consequences are disastrous.
Just curious if your beliefs make you happy and why. Thanks!