Tmac
Active Member
Well apparently he has everlasting mercy. He is always there for us to go back and repent our sins. He is ready to listen when we are truly humble.
I got this feeling recently though. My real life situation is OK but it could be better. And I am to blame for changing jobs so often that I end up with one where I can hardly make ends meet.
I struggle to feel God's love sometimes. I think He is kind of fed up with my folding under pressure, (real or imagined). He wants me to stand up and be counted. To face realities without running away.
By His grace may I become the person He wants me to be. I've almost tossed all worldly ambition out the window. I need to start working directly for Jesus Christ as my line manager but at the same time best friend.
What does He have in store for me I wonder? Will I fulfill his plans for me? (oh I can be so melodramatic sometimes ) yeah ok its not all about me, I know that
I'm not sure you can slow down enough to figure this stuff out, you sound as if you are at war with yourself. Slow down and start from somewhere and then go to the next question. I suggest you start by getting a clear picture of God, that will be the rock upon which everything else will stand. Good luck and just so you know, you are after the real meaning of life.