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Jesus in me
I beleive that is hard to tell without feedback. One thing aboaut God is that He doesn't always tell you what He is doing and you just have to accept it on faith that He accomplished what He intended.So you failed ?
So I beleive I need to give a back story so you will understand better. I was at a different church when God gave me a vision of a palm holding a light in it and the sense was that of meditation on the light. I lso realized through the spirit that it was time to move on to a new church.
I beleive in letting God pick my church and He picked the Society of Friends which it seems to me fit the vision pretty well. Did I learn to focus on Jesus more? I doubt it but I did leartn a lot about the workings of my mind and spirit.