I actually agree with you here. The central issue is indeed what was written, who wrote it, and when. The reason it has "proven impossible" to convince me Isaiah predicted the things you claim he predicted is because you don't have good evidence for that. The say-so of Jewish tradition doesn't cut it. The actual manuscript evidence and the academic textual analysis of those manuscripts is the hard evidence you actually need to make your case. And you don't have it. So thus, I don't believe your claim.
This is an unnecessary label, meant to make me seem close-minded or something. I am not "hardened," I simply require extraordinary evidence if you are going to make an extraordinary claim. If you are going to claim you know of a person who literally receives messages of what's going to happen in the future from the creator of the universe, the evidence for that better be absolutely mindblowingly convincing. If it isn't, I'm unlikely to accept your totally implausible claim, as you'd be unlikely to accept any similar implausible claim I made that you didn't already believe. If I tell you I can predict the future because God told me what was going to happen, what would it take for you to believe me? How about if I said i could walk on water? Or magically cure diseases instantly? Or levitate up into the sky and disappear? What would it take for you to believe me?
Right. The question is, how did you conclude that Jesus Christ answered you?
And of course I'm not alone either. There are thousands of former Christians who were just as convinced as you that the Bible is true and that they've personally experienced God or Jesus or the Holy Spirit, only to later leave their prior faith because they realized they didn't have good reason to draw the conclusions they did about their experiences.
You are correct that the New Testament contains some of the earliest writings of Christianity, of course. Being early doesn't make them correct, of course, and even they were written decades beyond the events they purport to describe. And we've reviewed the multiple reasons why it isn't reasonable to broadly accept what the NT has to say as accurate.
Well, I cannot agree with a number of your conclusions. Firstly, that 'Jewish tradition doesn't cut it'. I believe that a careful study of Jewish religious tradition, manuscript evidence, and textual analysis shows that the tradition of Torah transmission is sound and trustworthy.
Secondly, you appear to have adopted a materialist explanation of the universe, devoid of Spirit and faith. Such a position seems to me to exclude all possibility of LOVE, since love is a spiritual reality, not a material reality. As you claimed in an earlier post, the only things that you hold to be true are the things you perceive through your five senses. Have you perceived love through your senses? If so, how? [Getting a robot to do your bidding, and to speak words of love, does not make it 'loving'.]
When it comes to people leaving the faith, we have some interesting words spoken by Jesus. In the parable of the Sower, seed was cast on the pathway, on rocky ground, amongst the thistles, and finally on good soil. The reason the seed did not grow on the pathway was because evil snatched the word away. Similarly, the rocky ground, where shallow roots caused the seedling to wither in the sun, the heat of persecution and mockery. And, then, you have the throttling effect of the weeds on the seedlings, like all the worldly concerns that take over our thinking and draw us away from God.
That people fall from faith
before truly knowing Jesus, as those whose lives reflect the good soil demonstrate, is to be expected. Even Judas, who walked with Jesus, was not immune to temptation and doubt. But to those who know Christ 'in Spirit and truth' the bond is unifying. And hundreds have given themselves as loving martyrs in Christ's footsteps (not as martyrs of hatred, seeking to bring death upon others).
Thirdly, I disagree with your conclusions about the New Testament. There is nothing I have read, or heard, that leads me to think that the books of the New Testament are not reliable accounts. You might like to try to convince me otherwise!