Acknowledgement of that which has been stated as a conscious organism, experiencing the reality that is in question, and navigation between sides of the coin (the metaphor), and the many variables that exist within that space itself, seem to have you in doubt of the understanding I adhere to and acknowledge as a conscious organism you doubt I myself acknowledge, to which you declare a logical fallacy held.
How is it you find such difficulty acknowledging a coin (God metaphor) to have two sides and many attributes (characteristics) existing within that space between? I experience as I am and when I leave or lay my soul to rest, the same will be experienced as I have experienced by those who are also of that substance, able. You seem to acknowledge consciousness as the determining factor. I acknowledge consciousness as opportunity to know as I know at all.
I have no idea what you claim I have difficulty acknowledging a twin God .. with many attributes .. when I was me who brought up the concept ? What I don't understand is why you are making things up and attributing these to me .. pure undadulted strawman fallacy.
I also acknowledte that the "I AM" moment .. some refer to this as the soul - can not happen until ~ 22 weeks into a pregnancy ..
BUT - what does any of this have to do with your failure to provide a rational definition of God .. such that you have absolutely no idea who or what your God is or might be .. never mind knowing the God of Jesus and conduct required of this God ?
As you put it -- how is it you have difficulty acknowledging the fact that your foundation is based on fallacy and deception .. with a big does of misdirection ? Like a leaf floating in the wind .. who knows where it is going to land .. no rhyme or reason .. but to deflect away from the "Bad thought".
Do you have any understanding of destructive cult mind control Brother Balth ?