this is why dualist will never understand, see god. because they have assigned it as something that can't be grasped because it is separate. otherwise to self.EXACTLY! God is self-evident.
But to "see" also means to recognize and/or understand what is being seen. To grasp it conceptually. Without the latter, the former is just "pixels on a screen", so to speak.
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jacob saw god inwardly, face to face
john 14:20