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I've experimented with religions, magic and meditation for many years and I still couldn't find the solution for this problem; how do you get permanent results?
Let's say I meditate repeating "I am perfect health" 108 times per day, for a month. It has results, I feel better, some health problems get solved, everything fine and dandy.
The next month I meditate with "I am perfect supply" and it also works. But my health slowly goes back to normal.
So it doesn't matter the practice or the path, whether I perform rituals, recite mantras, do spells, say prayers, etc. I can't get permanent results. I can't achieve goal A then B, then C... Because as soon as I start working on B, A slowly gets back to 0%.
And I knew about other people who has the same problem. That's no way to progress in life, because as soon as I stop practicing what I did, everything gets back to the pathetic normality. I wonder if we have some basic mind programming acquired when we were children or adolescent, something that is too strong to overcome permanently.
The only answers I got from gods and buddhas in my long quest are "you have to practice long enough to make it permanent" (how long is long enough?), "channels must be unblocked" (nadis) or "if everything's got back to normal is because you didn't learn something" but I find those answers are not enough.
Despite I left Hinduism years ago, I can say I only got a few permanent results with Krishna, Hanuman and Ganesh. Krishna restored my sense of smell and gave me a small power of reading the personality of someone just by seeing him or her. And I'm never short of coins in my wallet. Small favors; maybe few favours for so much meditation time. Anyway, I'm grateful and thanks to Hanuman, drivers respect me as a pedestrian. Thanks to Ganesh I have a better voice than before and he got me out from an existential crisis. But I don't really want to go back to Hinduism.
I've experimented with religions, magic and meditation for many years and I still couldn't find the solution for this problem; how do you get permanent results?
Let's say I meditate repeating "I am perfect health" 108 times per day, for a month. It has results, I feel better, some health problems get solved, everything fine and dandy.
The next month I meditate with "I am perfect supply" and it also works. But my health slowly goes back to normal.
So it doesn't matter the practice or the path, whether I perform rituals, recite mantras, do spells, say prayers, etc. I can't get permanent results. I can't achieve goal A then B, then C... Because as soon as I start working on B, A slowly gets back to 0%.
And I knew about other people who has the same problem. That's no way to progress in life, because as soon as I stop practicing what I did, everything gets back to the pathetic normality. I wonder if we have some basic mind programming acquired when we were children or adolescent, something that is too strong to overcome permanently.
The only answers I got from gods and buddhas in my long quest are "you have to practice long enough to make it permanent" (how long is long enough?), "channels must be unblocked" (nadis) or "if everything's got back to normal is because you didn't learn something" but I find those answers are not enough.
Despite I left Hinduism years ago, I can say I only got a few permanent results with Krishna, Hanuman and Ganesh. Krishna restored my sense of smell and gave me a small power of reading the personality of someone just by seeing him or her. And I'm never short of coins in my wallet. Small favors; maybe few favours for so much meditation time. Anyway, I'm grateful and thanks to Hanuman, drivers respect me as a pedestrian. Thanks to Ganesh I have a better voice than before and he got me out from an existential crisis. But I don't really want to go back to Hinduism.