ecco
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I was also an atheist at age 19 and had been for around ten years. There is no way in the world I would have considered going to a"school associated with the Holy Cross".I was about 19 years old, a fan of Carl Sagan's Cosmos series and was keenly aware of the historical hypocrisy of the Church. I was a math and physics major at a school associated with the Holy Cross only because I had a scholarship and it was near my home. I took introductory courses in the world's religions and the Old and New Testament. I was not at all a participant in religion but I was curious about some of its philosophical ideas. I also loved epic fantasy and science fiction and I could see that there was something in common between Tolkien and Star Wars with the Gospels and the stories in Genesis. I also gained my first focused exposure to Hinduism and Buddhism through that world's religions course.
By the time I had my first God experience I was very interested in the beliefs of religions but by default a huge skeptic of Christianity and organized religion in my part of the globe.
Had you previously studied Genesis and the Gospels and come away with a feeling of "this is a lot of nonsense" or with a feeling of interest to find the right religious niche? Being skeptical of Christianity and religion does not make you an atheist, it makes you a skeptical person.
You didn't say at what point in your life you came to the conclusion/realization that god(s) were just the creation of man's imaginings.