Goodness!...such good Christians where you live!
I am still wondering at your age, why there is a problem moving somewhere more conducive to your chosen position? You are not a child. Isn't the hypocrisy stifling? I would prefer someone to be genuine about their beliefs rather than putting on a false front.
I didn't mean it to be offensive.....I just wondered how a 30 something woman is trapped in a backwoods place having to pretend to be Christian?
I am trying to imagine myself in that situation.
When you say you don't have the capability to move, do you mean physically or circumstantially? Sorry to be nosy but I am curious.