Sand Dancer
Currently catless
Are you involved with any Catholic groups that may be able to refer you to one? They may know of a psychiatrist that would fit your medical and spiritual needs.
As a parent of two autistic kids, I watched my kids get prescribed stuff that made everything worse. When I'd complain, they'd write me(and other concerned adults) off. When you don't feel your medical personnel is serving your needs, its okay to seek a new one.
(Though while searching for a new one, I fully advise you stay on your meds as prescribed, Matt! Don't take this into your own hands!)
Unfortunately, I think we have all heard the horror stories of pill mills. Just because someone is a doctor doesn't mean they are ethical. Sometimes the reason for the emphasis on certain meds is because they get kickbacks when they prescribe them. Whether or not they necessarily work the best is of secondary concern.