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how bad did i sin

phenom888x

phenom888x

The sickness
im not religious at all but everyone around tells me god plays apart in life and he would never give u more than u could handle.. i have a hard time believing that because for the past 15 years things have consistently been going like **** from everything to weight loss to my family being ripped apart.. so today i had enough of hearing about god and did something i really didn't want to do.. i ripped the jesus on the cross figure off the wall and pissed/spit all over it swearing that if he could hear me i would only swear loyalty to satan. how bad was that?
 
Godobeyer

Godobeyer

the word "Islam" means "submission" to God
Premium Member
phenom888x said:
im not religious at all but everyone around tells me god plays apart in life and he would never give u more than u could handle.. i have a hard time believing that because for the past 15 years things have consistently been going like **** from everything to weight loss to my family being ripped apart.. so today i had enough of hearing about god and did something i really didn't want to do.. i ripped the jesus on the cross figure off the wall and pissed/spit all over it swearing that if he could hear me i would only swear loyalty to satan. how bad was that?
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Welcome to RF :)

In Islam,if you repent its over,sin is cleaned.

I think same in Christianity.
 
N

Nietzsche

The Last Prussian
Premium Member
phenom888x said:
im not religious at all but everyone around tells me god plays apart in life and he would never give u more than u could handle.. i have a hard time believing that because for the past 15 years things have consistently been going like **** from everything to weight loss to my family being ripped apart.. so today i had enough of hearing about god and did something i really didn't want to do.. i ripped the jesus on the cross figure off the wall and pissed/spit all over it swearing that if he could hear me i would only swear loyalty to satan. how bad was that?
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My man!
 
phenom888x

phenom888x

The sickness
thanks for the replys.. i might not ever be able to create faith (i would say regain but there was zero to begin with) but i think that i may get through all this regardless. hopefully all u guys that are religious will go far with ur faith and u atheists/satanists will be able to go far bowing to no god.. i do have to ask though is anybody here into the afterlife because i did want to know if it was possible to become a high rank in satans army or an archangel depending on the road chosen.. my quest is similar to that of kratos and i am not bull****ting u or making fun of anyone.. im dead serious
 
phenom888x

phenom888x

The sickness
syncretic said:
I know you're serious. The question is, why do you want to join the forces that presumably /bad. evil, so forth.
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i want to have power like the gods so the world can know my pain.. id trade whats left of my soul for it any day especially considering that there's very little left. my whole life i haven't been able to find an explanation for this suffering so one way or another when i get to the afterlife i will obtain a high rank as a form of redemption/revenge whether it be good or evil (most likely evil)
 
phenom888x

phenom888x

The sickness
syncretic said:
There aren't that many Satanists on the forums. Aside from that, if you post a thread in a DIR, only people who are identifying with that religion, can answer. The general religious DIR, anyone can answer.
General DIR also allows people to disagree, etc, however.
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isn't this general dir that were on now? (srry i just joined a few hours ago) i only ask because i saw a few ppl that replied were into necromancy
 
phenom888x

phenom888x

The sickness
syncretic said:
I don't think that you can debate in this DIR. Not sure though
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alright thanks for answering all those questions lol.. all this actually ties into a long f***** up story about a necklace my father gave me before we stopped talking which i removed the cross from. i always wondered if one of these days faith will be found and the cross can be re attached or the necklace will remain empty
 
Quagmire

Quagmire

Imaginary talking monkey
Staff member
Premium Member
phenom888x said:
im not religious at all but everyone around tells me god plays apart in life and he would never give u more than u could handle.. i have a hard time believing that because for the past 15 years things have consistently been going like **** from everything to weight loss to my family being ripped apart.. so today i had enough of hearing about god and did something i really didn't want to do.. i ripped the jesus on the cross figure off the wall and pissed/spit all over it swearing that if he could hear me i would only swear loyalty to satan. how bad was that?
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Depends a lot on whether or not somebody else had to clean it up.

And welcome to RF.
 
phenom888x

phenom888x

The sickness
phenom888x said:
alright thanks for answering all those questions lol.. all this actually ties into a long f***** up story about a necklace my father gave me before we stopped talking which i removed the cross from. i always wondered if one of these days faith will be found and the cross can be re attached or the necklace will remain empty
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Quagmire said:
Depends a lot on whether or not somebody else had to clean it up.

And welcome to RF.
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thanks.. i washed it off with water and re hung it
 
YmirGF

YmirGF

Bodhisattva in Recovery
phenom888x said:
im not religious at all but everyone around tells me god plays apart in life and he would never give u more than u could handle.. i have a hard time believing that because for the past 15 years things have consistently been going like **** from everything to weight loss to my family being ripped apart.. so today i had enough of hearing about god and did something i really didn't want to do.. i ripped the jesus on the cross figure off the wall and pissed/spit all over it swearing that if he could hear me i would only swear loyalty to satan. how bad was that?
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A bit dramatic, but... ...it's a good start. :)


Welcome to RF, btw and please, don't pee on the carpet. :cool:
 
phenom888x

phenom888x

The sickness
lovesong said:
Present!

Obtaining power over the goings-on of the universe is a long journey. It's tough, you'll have to study and practice quite a bit, but if you're determined enough I see no reason why you (or anyone) can't start learning to practice the Arts.
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lovesong said:
Present!

Obtaining power over the goings-on of the universe is a long journey. It's tough, you'll have to study and practice quite a bit, but if you're determined enough I see no reason why you (or anyone) can't start learning to practice the Arts.
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i don't even know where to start or what arts lol i tried several times to astral project and failed.. what is the art necromancy?
 
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