Dear Sum of Awe,
As one who has been a Left-Hand Path explorer and practicioner for the past 30 years I will say this to you; if you truly within your Self seek the Ways of the Mysterion then by all means take a look at LaVey's "Satanic Bible". However, know this, if you are in reality Elect to the Left-Hand Path eventually your parents are going to find out, just as mine did. Eventually my parents came to terms with That which I Am and accepted me. However, my parents may be more liberal than yours. Therefore, you must come to grips with what you Truly Are and follow that Path no matter what your parents might think of you, let alone what anybody else might think of you. It is all simply part of the pleasure and the pain of unique existence for those of us who walk the Left-Hand Path. Also, know this, the Path of Eternal Darkness is not an easy one and most importantly is not for everyone - it is filled with great trials and triumphs, a Path reserved only for the strong, the brave, and most importantly, the truly Elect.
My best wishes for you.
Xeper!
/Adramelek\
As one who has been a Left-Hand Path explorer and practicioner for the past 30 years I will say this to you; if you truly within your Self seek the Ways of the Mysterion then by all means take a look at LaVey's "Satanic Bible". However, know this, if you are in reality Elect to the Left-Hand Path eventually your parents are going to find out, just as mine did. Eventually my parents came to terms with That which I Am and accepted me. However, my parents may be more liberal than yours. Therefore, you must come to grips with what you Truly Are and follow that Path no matter what your parents might think of you, let alone what anybody else might think of you. It is all simply part of the pleasure and the pain of unique existence for those of us who walk the Left-Hand Path. Also, know this, the Path of Eternal Darkness is not an easy one and most importantly is not for everyone - it is filled with great trials and triumphs, a Path reserved only for the strong, the brave, and most importantly, the truly Elect.
My best wishes for you.
Xeper!
/Adramelek\
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